Driver A Story by Hossie
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Chapter
1
"Better pull off at
the next exit."Cerise snorted and shifted
as the transport topped the crest of the hill and began to pull easier on
the down slope. Annoyed, I glanced over at the right-hand co-driver's section."Look,
I know you have lots of hours left before your logbook runs out, but I don't.
You know the law requires that I be awake while you drive."She
twitched an ear at me. "Not MY fauwt!""Okay,
okay, yeah, it's not your fault that Sam got drunk last night and wound
up in jail. But the law only allows me four hours' driving time plus eight
supervising without an eight-hour rest period. And with Sam gone,I can't
crawl in the sleeper and let him supervise you."Cerise
tossed her head and mumbled something I couldn't quite hear, but it was
plain that she chafed under the restraints the law imposed on her. The license
medallion hanging from the chain around her neck flashed reflections of
instrument lights on the windshield as it bounced with the motion of the
truck. Her ears moved, indicating that her visual attention was constantly
shifting to cover road, mirrors, video monitors, and instruments.I
felt a flash of resentment. She was a good driver, I supposed, and pleasant
enough if a little distant. But her kind would replace me one of these days
simply because she could watch a wider angle at once than humans --and she
could stay awake twenty hours out of each day without suffering a loss of
concentration. Only a strong union lobby kept the rules in place which required
that enhanced bios be supervised by humans. One of these days those regulations
would be gone and, with them, the last human truck drivers.As
the lights of Joplin's westernmost exit showed on the horizon, Cerise began
to slow the truck. In response to the shifting of her weight against the
change in velocity, the specially-shaped seat which balanced her comfortably
on her hindquarters inflated, gripping her tighter. A flip of her nose at
the large control levers above the windshield activated the turn signals
as one forefoot moved the large trackball "steering wheel" while
the other carefully applied brakes. She bit down on the clutch/shifter control
attached to her driving bridle and smoothly pulled onto the off-ramp."Let's
hit the HydroStop.""NO!""Why
not?" I asked, although I knew why.
"They're two cents a mole cheaper on hydrogen than the others.""Sign."She
was right."Bios must remain in specially-designated areas," it
said, in large, well-lighted letters."So?
I thought you didn't like humans, anyway.""I
wike you!"That surprised me.Although
we'd partnered for three years ever since she'd been granted her license,
I never thought we got along particularly well--just cordial, if that. If
only it hadn't been for that last ticket....But
I'd done it.The economics of trucking demanded that a driver, a human one
at least, run as hard and as constantly as the law allowed (and then some)
if he wanted to make a living and pay the ever-spiraling costs of fuel,
insurance, and safety equipment. That life had already cost me three marriages,
any possibility of trusting another woman with my heart, and all traces
of closeness with my children--but trucking was my life; the only thing
I wanted to do was see new country, or old country I hadn't visited for
a while. It was extremely stupid of me to leave the secondary logbook poking
out from under the console where it could be seen. The weigh-station inspector
spotted it and demanded an immediate download of my digital records before
I'd had the chance to run the illegal modification program, the one that
let me match them with the phonied-up paper logbook old-style regulations
still required.The judge offered me one opportunity
to stay on the road: accept a position with Bio-Resources in their pilot
bio-morph driver program. Bios had been on the road for about ten years
by then, but only as ride-alongs.Cerise was one of the first designed to
drive."Okay, pick one out that suits
you."Cerise immediately steered for
an older, somewhat run-down truck stop that still sold some petroleum-based
fuels. "Bios Welcome," read the
sign; I knew that could mean quite a wide range of acceptance, too, but
maybe she had heard something I hadn't.The
outside didn't look much different from many truck stops. This one had the
usual picketers carefully standing outside the property line:"Bios
Are Devil's Work" "Bio-sex Is Perverted"
and the old stand-by "Down With Bios.""Assholes."I
grinned at Cerise. "They had to find something to do after the AIDS
vaccine came along and it proved good against most cold and flu strains,
too. People almost like homosexuals, now."She
made no comment, but stopped at the security gate.A
B-R i.d. card passed out the window gained us permission to enter the secured
area; in exchange, I accepted the magnetic stopover ticket the gate person
handed me.Cerise pulled us into a fueling
cubby, centering the big rig exactly in the stall. Although it rankled to
admit it, the equinoid was a damned good driver.I
typed our location into the on-board computer system, fed the magnetic ticket
through the scanner to verify the data, and the computer added the out-of-service
time. The small satellite uplink relayed the information to company headquarters
and printed out a fresh logbook page. Then I flipped the switches to begin
the shutdown sequence. As the turbine whined down from its idle speed, Cerise
deactivated her seat, which unbelted and retracted, leaving room for her
to stand. She shook herself a couple of times to loosen up, then popped
the door open and grabbed the joystick, sending the boarding ramp out to
meet the raised walkway around the edges of the fueling pit. She pulled
out a suitcase that I seldom saw removed, and trotted down the ramp with
it in her teeth. She waited for me outside, the plug from her bridle cable
dangling near her feet."Hurry.""Hold
your horses." She snorted at that. I
completed the shutdown, disconnecting all power from the electrical mains.
You don't want stray sparks anywhere near potential hydrogen leaks. I grabbed
my smaller overnight case and shaving kit, and joined her outside. We watched
through a window as attendants attached hoses to the noble-metal-sponge
adsorption fuel tanks, then entered their monitoring booth. The doors closed
on the fueling stall and CO2 flooded the lower chassis. Only then did the
pumps start.Cerise nudged me and swung her
head toward the main building. I followed behind.Once
inside I could see that the place looked pretty good, considering its external
appearance. I headed for the central cashier's station where I produced
my credit card to rent a cubicle in the male dormitory. I noticed Cerise
going toward the bio-mass recycling intake grid. I suppose it's just as
hard for her to "hold it" as anybody else. That awoke my personal
urges, and I headed for the human version.When
I emerged, I noticed her bag in a secure-stash area, but she was nowhere
to be seen. The human attendant at the main desk told me my partner had
gone to the showers with a rent-a-maid."Damn.
Does she think we're made of money?"He
answered my question, rhetorical though it might have been."She
used her personal credit account, not your company expense number. Besides,
bios make union scale, right? What else do they spend it on, anyway?""Yeah,
I suppose you're right. A shower sounds good to me, too, though. How
much?"When I came out, dressed in fresh
jeans and shirt, I saw that Cerise's luggage was no longer in the security
cage. Supposing that she'd rented a stall of her own, I wandered the facilities,
working out the few remaining kinks in my legs. I saw no sign of her and
decided that I'd waited long enough for my supper.
The attraction this place
held for Cerise was obvious: I'd never seen any stop that was more liberal
in its treatment of biological constructs.Even the dining facilities were
coed, so to speak. Booths and tables for humans and simians were mixed with
open padded kennels for security bios, and there were even two booth-stall
combinations with those peculiar seats the ponies use while driving. We'd
met so few bio drivers, I had no idea there were enough for even the most
modern of establishments to go to the trouble of making special arrangements
for them. Sure, the company newsletter was always bragging about the success
of the program, but I'd put that down to corporate puffery.I
shrugged my shoulders and went to one of them. A speaker activated: "This
area is reserved for those needing the special accommodations.""My
partner's coming -- we're parked in fueling stall 3-B.""Confirmed,
one equine driver. Enjoy your meal, sir."I
scanned the menu, mentally checked my bank balance, then decided to splurge
a bit. I keyed in an order for a real beefsteak with all the trimmings.
Somehow, it didn't seem right to order horsemeat, and I was tiring of fish
and poultry.Just as I cut off the first bite
and began to raise my fork, the soft "thud" of Cerise's rubber-soled
overshoes caught my ear. I looked up and paused, stunned.I
had never seen her like this. Oh, she was a clean bio, and usually neatly
turned out, but she'd always struck me as somewhat plain. The genetic modifications
that were done to make her what she was had little visible effect; she looked
like any other pony or small horse. Tonight was something very different.
For one thing, she was dressed. In clothing. The sheer red garment offset
her dappled chocolate-and-silver coat perfectly, and her fur gleamed in
the light. Her hooves shone with clear polish, the white blaze on her head
gleamed, and her blonde mane and tail were lightly oiled and well-combed.
A belt of ruby-colored stones set in golden metal circled her girth, matching
earrings dangled from neatly-trimmed ears, and she even wore a similar bracelet
on her left fore-ankle.She paused when she
saw me looking, right forefoot cocked, knee poking out against the long,
loose sleeve. Her eyes and ears remained focused on me as she turned her
head a little to each side, striking a slow-motion pose.I
couldn't help myself.I stood and walked to
her side of the table and did a completely silly, useless thing: I
held her chair for her. True, it was powered just like the one in the truck
and didn't need holding. But it must have been the right thing to do, because
Cerise gave me a gracious nod with a slow blink as she settled against the
angled cushion. She allowed me to stretch my foot out and awkwardly manipulate
the pedal that moved her up to the table."Thank
you, Kevin."I stumbled back to my seat,
unable to look away. "Are you wearing makeup?"Cerise
blinked again, slowly, then fluttered her eyelashes and lifted her lip in
an equine grin.She was. Her eyelashes were
thickened with mascara and she was wearing -- lipstick?"Uh,
what would you like to eat tonight?"She
read the bio-menu list. "Number three wooks good.""The
red-clover salad with bean sprouts and oat-bran croutons, topped with a
corn-oil dressing?" She nodded. Talking was a chore she avoided when
possible. I was surprised that she was saying
as much as she already had."Dessert?"She
nodded. "Carrot cake, pwease.""I'll
buy tonight." I punched in her order. "Beer?" She nodded.My
food cooled as I simply stared at her until her order arrived. The stablehand/waiter
wheeled in the large, shallow dish on a dining trolley and slid it off onto
the lowered tableside in front of her, then added a large bowl of cold beer.She
began to munch her meal with delicate motions of lips, chewing each bite
well, taking a sip or two of her beer. Eight or more hours off the truck
would be plenty of time to get rid of the mild dose of alcohol in one serving,
large though it was.I remembered my own food,
then, and began to eat. My extravagance was wasted. I barely tasted the
steak, much less relished it. Thoughts distracted
me.Why was she, after three years together,
doing all this? Why was I reacting this way? Okay, Cerise was nice enough
for a bio, but I was supposed to resent her. I thought I did, but I couldn't
seem to remember just how or why right now. I thought a lot of things .
. . uselessly.In what seemed a few short
minutes my plate was empty and Cerise was blotting her muzzle on the towel
pad on one side of her place setting. She nodded toward the hard-candy peppermints
in the dish on the wall-end of the table. I picked up two and unwrapped
them, something she couldn't do for herself. I held one out and she daintily
picked it out of my hand and munched it with relish. [NOTE:
Yeah, I know; "Who eats relish on their mints?" Everybody's a
comedian...] I ate the other one."Wet's
walk."Still bemused, I reversed my seating
actions for her as she slipped her medallion into a table slot and keyed
in a nice tip for the help.
Chapter
2
While this Pronto stop wasn't
as fancy as the one I'd wanted at first, it did have a nice little park
inside the security fence. We walked around, enjoying the cooler evening
air. Cerise wiggled happily at the feel of grass under her feet. I almost
expected her to grab a mouthful but she must have had enough inside. She
stretched and looked longingly at the lawn."What's
the matter?""My dress. I'd wove
to roww in the grass.""Want me
to take it off for you?""No!"
She started, backing away from me a step or two."What's
the matter? You don't usually wear clothes, anyway!""This
speshew. Trust me.""Okay, if you
say so. Want to go see what's at the other end of the park? Go check on
the truck?"Cerise shook her head. "Scratch
showders?"I stood beside her and rubbed
her back through the light garment.She swayed
gently and her eyelids drooped. As her head began bobbing up and down, I
noticed her tail raising a bit under the full skirt. Rubbing her felt sort
of . . . good? Friendly. . . ?After a moment
or two, she shook her head then stepped forward, pointing with her muzzle."Siddown
here."I sat on the park bench under
the old-fashioned looking street lamp. She walked up, turned around facing
me. Her gaze was intense. I felt oddly uncomfortable, but couldn't put my
finger on the reason. "Okay, what's
all this about?"Instead of replying,
Cerise slowly reached forward and nuzzled my left cheek. I sat motionless,
unsure of what was happening. When I didn't pull back, Cerise moved her
mouth to my other cheek. I felt her lips moving in a gentle nibble. My heart
began pounding in my chest as my mind whirled.Then
she withdrew and looked me hard in the eyes. I looked back with as neutral
an expression as I could muster, not daring to move. Not even when she reached
forward again, right for my mouth.We kissed.
I mean, she kissed me. And then I kissed her. Then we kissed each other.
Time passed in an instant of eternity.When
we broke for breath, I gasped,"Where--what
. . . I mean--how did you learn to do that? It isn't a horse thing, is it?"Cerise
whickered in amusement. "I watch tewevision, too, dummy!""Uh,
are you sure you got it right?""Wet's
find out." She reached forward again.
This time, our tongues intertwined. Her breath and mouth were sweet with
the tang of peppermint, her lips soft and mobile, teeth skillful as she
nipped very carefully at my lips and tongue.My
hands came up to caress her jaw, tickle her throat, and trace the soft outline
of furry ears. My head was forced backwards as she placed a forefoot on
either side of me on the bench, then knelt down so her chest rested on my
knees. I could reach her shoulders, stroke her legs through the filmy material
of her outfit.Finally, our mouths pulled
apart. Her head went over my shoulder to press its underside against my
back as I hugged her neck tightly in my arms.We
were both breathing hard. As our breath calmed and we relaxed, Cerise pulled
her head away and put her forefeet back down on the ground. I was surprised
to see what looked like a tear trickling down one large, dark cheek.I
was even more surprised to feel one running down my face."Oh,
my God, what are--""Shhh! Don't
talk. Wet's go back to room, wike nothing happened!I
somehow stumbled along; I think I must have disconnected my brain from my
body and it simply followed the nearest moving object: Cerise. I doubt if
I could have stood up, otherwise, at least for the first hundred meters.By
the time we regained the terminal building, I had regained some measure
of composure. "Keys, please?" I asked the clerk."No."
Cerise shook her head. "Just mine.""Oh,
yes," the attendant replied with a knowing look. "You rented the
large stall with the attendant's quarters, didn't you?" He grinned.
I realized I must have lipstick prints, big ones, all over my face. I felt
like I was wearing luminous paint. I started to get angry and glared at
the clerk, fists tightening."Hey, take
it easy, buddy. It's okay. We see a lot of, y'know, it, in here. It can't
be too bad, 'cause there's so many. Heck, I even try it myself now and then."
He leered at Cerise. I wanted to punch him, but the security glass between
us looked a lot tougher than my fist.Cerise
snorted. "Not even in yer dreams, buddy!"I
took the plastic key and followed my partner into the bio section of the
bunkhouse. As soon as the door closed, she pressed me against the wall with
her forehead, then reared and rested a trim fetlock on each shoulder. We
kissed again and I felt myself slowly sliding to the floor. She lowered
her head and rubbed her face against my chest, eyes closed. With a deep
sigh, she raised her head, looked at me, and said, "Now the dress.
. . ."
Chapter
3
When I awoke, I was convinced
that my left arm was gone. Someone had replaced it with a high-voltage power
lead. Sharp tingles and twinges traveled through my shoulder. I opened my
eyes and looked. Cerise's head and neck were lying on my arm. Although the
bed of straw was soft, she was pretty heavy and must have been lying there
for a long time.Her eyes were closed and
she was breathing slowly. Funny how I'd never before noticed how cute her
fuzzy ears were, the way her forelock hung forward between them, the delicate
curve of her muzzle, darker in color than her coat, interrupted by nostrils
which would be grotesque on a human, but were perfect on her face.Her
odor filled my nose. I'd never really noticed that before, either. She usually
used some sort of deodorant, but it hadn't outlasted our exertions of the
night. I liked it: earthy, mild-but-musky; it evoked images of the simple
country life. I inhaled, savoring the smell and the memories of the evening.
I was feeling things. Things which I had
thought were dead and buried long ago. Things which hurt and felt wonderful
all at the same time. I wasn't sure I liked them because somewhere in the
background a nagging voice questioned me. I pushed it back for the moment.I
carefully reached my right hand across and touched her forehead. I traced
a finger down over her right eyelid, which twitched just a bit at the touch.
I caressed the curve of her jaw, then whispered, "Morning."Cerise
opened her eyes, rolled over, and stood. Her expression was wary as she
looked down, awaiting a sign from me.I spoke
softly. "Hi, Cutie." Cerise's expression
melted in relief. She lowered her head and licked my chest."Hey,
that tickles!"She moved her head and
tongue."Hey, that tickles worse! Oh,
uh, no, don't stop, though."She did.
"C'mon, wuvvuh-boy. Get packed, grab
a bite, bwoe dis joint!""I know
something better than breakfast." I grinned at her.Her
interrupted whicker was definitely a horselaugh. "Awright, but this
time we stand up!"I'd all but forgotten
how good something like that was for working the sleep out of your system.
Chapter
4
As I helped her pack her
luggage, we couldn't resist touching, reaching for a quick smooch, rubbing
together. We were as doopy as newlyweds.I
closed the clasps on her suitcase. Then the moment had come. The voice wouldn't
be ignored any longer. I knew what I had to do, but dreaded it. I turned
and looked at her."Why?" She blinked
at me, slowly. I was half-afraid she'd ask what I meant -- and I already
knew she was smarter than that. She was a lot smarter than I'd ever suspected.
I doubted that her designers had any idea how smart she was.Her
head came up, ears flattened back in a defensive/attack posture, eyes widened
until I could see a ring of white around the soft, brown irises. I cringed,
involuntarily, wondering if I was about to be kicked to pieces.Then
she stepped back, lowered her head, and spoke so low I could hardly hear
her."Because I wuv you, Kevin. That's
aww."She turned and hid her head in
a corner, drooping downward toward the floor. I hated myself.I
felt like a complete jerk. Hell, I was a complete jerk! Hesitantly, I walked
over to where she stood. Cerise made not a move. I put my hand on her back
and her muscles quivered."I-- I'm sorry.
Really. I didn't know. But I had to ask. I always thought you resented me
and were just polite because of the job."She
stood like a statue."I think I love
you, too. I mean, I don't know right now what I feel.It's been so sudden
and I'm all confused. But I really think I love you."Slowly,
her head came up, still faced into the corner. Of course, I knew she could
see me without turning her head, but the symbolism seemed quite plain to
me.Then she spoke. Slowly, carefully, forcing
the words into perfect clarity. "You
think you love . . . an an-i-mal?"Every
muscle in her body was tense, as were mine. "No."
I stepped forward to stroke her graceful neck."No.
I don't love an animal. I love a woman with four gorgeous legs instead of
two. With beautiful brown eyes my soul can drown in; with cute, expressive
ears. I love a blonde AND a brunette together. I love the best damned truck
driver I've ever seen. I love an honest, hard-working person who is far
more complex than I'd ever suspected. I love the sexiest horse I've ever
seen. I love you!"Her head drooped,
then she turned it a moment. This time I was certain there were tears, but
her ears stood straight up and pointed at me. Her tail began switching rapidly
from side to side."You--wast night--were
my first. I'm gwad you were 'cause I've wuvved you a wong time, Kevin, from
the first weeks together on the road. But I couldn' show it, couldn' even
hint at it -- not as wong as Sam was with us.""Sam?
Do you think he would have minded all that much?""He
was company spy."A spy."Why a spy?
I mean, why Sam? And why have a spy along at all?""You
reawwy don't know?" She turned to face
me again and I suddenly felt five times better because of it. I reached
out and rubbed her cheek, tracing fingers down across her nostrils. She
nibbled them for a second, then continued. "Cargoes we hawwing been
speshew ones."I was puzzled."Special?
How? Furniture, machine tools, folded cardboard cartons, a little lumber
... what's special about that?""Oh,
nothing. Just a few iddy-biddy spaces inside."I
paled. "We've been smuggling? What?"Cerise
nodded."Not drugs or gems or anyt'ing.
Biomass." Biomass. The stuff Cerise
and other bios were made of. Genetically- altered materials, probably fertilized
ova - zygotes - or even microbes of some kind. It took a complete turnover
of the Supreme Court and several changes of federal administration, not
to mention intensive public-relations efforts, before the fears of rampant
disease or takeover by "homo superior" were dampened. Even so,
genetic research was strictly regulated and, in some quarters, hated and
feared. All bios had to be infertile so that, at least in theory, none would
have family loyalty to their species.Each bio "born" was the result
of direct human intervention."Contraband
biomass. How did you find out?""We
talk each other.""The bios?""Yes.""Are
-- are you involved in it?"She shook
her head, hard. "No! Somebody at Bio-Resources, big. Wook, is this
important right now?""No."
I stepped forward and embraced her. She hugged me with her head and neck,
rubbing a forehoof along my calf. We kissed again."We're
missing breakfast." She nodded. I
picked up her bags and we left the room.
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